Let it snow...let it snow..let it snow...

Been away for a while..road trip from Kuching all the way to KK... spent Christmas in Limbang (with gf and family) and bla bla bla... just came back last night..so I'm pretty much tired...I'll update more when the pics are ready...and when I'm not that tired... well.. Merry Christmas and a Happy New year 2011!!!! Byah!!!!!!!!

Check

Passport....check.....Tinted windows.. check... Photocopy car's green card.. check... service car.. check.... luggage... check.... so far so good eh....


can't wait for Tuesday morning... BYah!!

Rewards

Maybe it's because I fucked up since 2000 until now, I kinda feel that I'm not rewarded for what I do... I mean, when I said I need a new laptop, my parents told me to fork out my own money... when my sister said she needed a laptop, they bought one... and when she lost it a week later, they bought a new one.. for my case, I forked out 1k and my parents came up with another 2k for my brother to buy a laptop..that was in 2002..and in 2008, the very same laptop was given to me..a hand down laptop..already 6 years old.... it's about time for me to get a new one especially I'll be in my final year soon.... I know a laptop is not cheap and apparently I have some money..so I was like ok la...dun want to burden my parents...

Then today, my mom bought a new camera for my sister...a reward for her since she managed to get into Dean's list in her final semester... Ok la rite..a reward... but.. but.... I was never treated something like that... and it's getting unfair... you can say that I'm 28 now so if I want anything, I should them myself... but when I was younger, I was never given such thing as well.. as far as I remember, my parents only bought me a mobile phone back in 2000... after that, I work to buy my own things..like handphone... things to wear...bags..shoes... I earn everything I wanted and do.... things are going too easy for my sister... fair? don't think so...

FUCK holidays

Yeah...and I'm gonna type it again..FUCK holidays!! I find it degrading, depressing and all the shitty negative things...to be stuck at home... jaga rumah.. do house chores... making sure everything is neat and tidy.. cooking.... laundry.. I am the one at home for most of the time during holidays, while my younger SISTER goes out most of the time... she hardly do any house chores and I think my dad is kinda confused because he has to lecture house chores and being at home to my sister..coz it's so wrong... coz he's supposed to be lecturing me and not my sister... wat to do rite??

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz........

Can't sleep and later I'll need to drive to Saratok..it'll be a 4-5 hours drive and it's a day trip..meaning I'll be riding 8-10 hours on the road... aduh aduh... susah nya mok tido..nvm...force myself to sleep and wake up at 5... dat's like 3 hours away..haiya...BYah!!!!

Honestly

....I don't really have the feel to blog anymore. I find it hard to edit and re-edit until the words sound right. At times, have to delete some posts due to sensitive matter (I even deleted 2 blogs okay). Initially, I always think of my blog as a place for me to express what I think on certain issues and things. It's like posting my opinion online to share with millions and millions of blog readers out there. Years ago we don't hear people get sued for commenting an issue or opinion but now it can become a source of living.

I always feel that writing and blogging can help one to express what's inside. For me, I even assume that blogging in English will help me to improve my English and I do think it can help others as well.... Ooops.. I ran out of ideas.. Byah!

1 month to go...

Yup... Of course I'll be seeing my gf on my way to KK... but it'll be one month away until she comes back to Kuching. Holidays ma.. can't do much. Plus, she won't be able to spend Christmas from next year onwards due to the change in academic calender. What to do rite? Miss her? Of course la..but have to tahan.. plus, we're like competing who's gon'na lose weight the most this holidays.. The biggest loser will kena spon watch movie..hehehe...Byah!!

Hanging out wil ol' buddies

Last week (24/11), Syah and Terry came back from Manchester and Bintulu respectively. Don't get me wrong, they're from here but they're just earning elsewhere. Usually Syah comes back once a year while Terry, he doesn't really have a reason to come to Kuching since his family is in Sibu. But he came back when he heard Syah was coming to town. They are my best friends and last week we spent the days hanging out and of course catching up on things. We were joined by Andy and occasionally by Isaac and Wei Hin as well.

Terry only came back for 3 days, so we had dinner on Thursday night at One Jaya Mall. Apparently they have Bukit Mata Seafood there on top floor.




After dinner at Bukit Mata, we went off to Senso, Hilton to chill out a lil..




But we found the place a lil' boring that night, so we went off to another place. After Terry left on Friday, hanging out means just Andy, Syah and me (and my gf). On Friday night we went to Victoria Arms, Merdeka Palace. The place have cool band and atmosphere. The downside are that there are a lot of mature people, lesbians and the expensive drinks. Nevertheless, we had a great time there.


It was a great few days, talking, laughing, and reflecting back on the good ol' days. Sadly we can't stick in one place together. Each and everyone of us will follow our own path and I guess it is supposed to be like that, coming back together, chat, chill and be merry.. Byah!!

Been busy

Well, yeah..I've been busy lately with chores and of course my best friend came over last week..so I've been around. What's new?? Well, Christmas mood is in the air yeah... I was at Kota Sentosa just now and shops were playing Christmas songs.. WOW!

What's up? If everything goes well, I'll be driving up north to KK this hols and probably spend Christmas in Bintulu. I've made new IC and I think I'll renew my passport next week. Aiyah...BYah!!